I know it's been awhile ladies, but I'm back :)
I've been so busy these past six months
but since schools out life's a little less hectic.
so expect an update sometime this week!

It's love, I know it's love.
but I wish I could be better for you.
I wish I could be what you deserve-
perfection.
you get angry that i'm so hard on myself
but you would be too.
I mean, how did I end up
with something so wonderful?
How did I get so lucky
as to end up with you?

I don't think that passenger seat
Has ever looked this good to me
He tells me about his night
I count the colors in his eyes.

He'd never tell you, but he can play guitar
I think he can see through everything but my heart.
First thought when I wake up is
My God, he's beautiful
So I put on my make-up and pray for a miracle.

Yes I could tell you
His favorite color's green
He loves to argue
Oh, and it kills me
His sister's beautiful
He has his father's eyes
And if you ask me if I love him..
If you ask me if I love him..
I'd lie.

So I drive home one night,
as I turn out the light,
I'll put his picture down
and maybe get some sleep tonight.

You're beautiful
every little piece, love, don't you know
you're really gonna be someone, ask anyone
when you find everything you've looked for
i hope your life leads you back to my door
oh but if it don't,
stay beautiful.

It's strange to think the songs we used to sing
the smiles, the flowers, everything... is gone
yesterday i found out about you
even now just looking at you feels wrong
you say that you'd take it all back,
given any chance.
it was a moment of weakness and you said yes.

let's live it up like it's our last,
cause there's no room for "i wish i had's"
it's time to live until tomorrow ends,
because we don't need to rest.
we'll sleep when we're dead.




sorry it's short, comments would be appreciated though :] <3.

Well I'm back.. finally. :] I'm going to try to update this once a week if at all possible. I only have a few right now though.. enjoyyy (:

I'll be fine, you'll be fine.
this moment seems so long
Don't waste now, precious time
we'll dance inside the song.

and I've become content
with this lie that I lead,
where I drink too much
and don't believe in much of anything.

I can't take it
this welcome is gone, and
I've waited long enough to make it..
and if you're so strong
you might as well just do it alone
and I'll watch you go.

You're waiting for someone
To put you together
you're waiting for someone to push you away
There's always another wound to discover
there's always something more you wish he’d say.

am I loud and clear or am I breaking up?
am I still your charm or am I just bad luck?
are we getting closer..
or are we just getting more lost?

I'll show you mine
if you show me yours first
Let's compare scars,
I'll tell you whose is worse.
Let's unwrite these pages
and replace them with our own words.

I've been here so long
I think that it's time to move
The winter's so cold
summer's over too soon
So let's pack our bags
and settle down where palm trees grow.

I've got some friends..
some that I hardly know
but we've had some times
I wouldn't trade for the world
We chase these days down with talks
of the places that we will go.

And your friends have left you,
you’ve been dismissed.
I never thought it would come to this
and I, I want you to know
everyone’s got to face down the demons.
Maybe today
you could put the past away.

I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend
You could cut ties with all the lies that you’ve been living in.
And if you do not want to see me again, I would understand.
I would understand.

I’ve got big dreams but no self-esteem, you know?
I’d reach for the stars
but I can’t find my arms.
All this time we’ve accomplished so much…
why can’t I believe,
why can’t I just feel love?

Hard times may never let up on us, and maybe all we'll ever have will never be enough. And babe you know,how cold the wind can blow.. but love's never let us down, when we needed it the most. and i wouldn't want it any other way.

There must be somewhere that cigarettes burn through the night, and the leaves don't abandon their trees to the light. Where the sky's always clear, and summer never ends.

Because I can see us holding hands. Walking on the beach, our toes in the sand. I can see us in the country side, sitting in the grass laying side by side. You can be my baby.

You take me to a higher ground, then you knock me off my feet. Lately all I think about is you, cause you've been creeping in my dreams.

Sleeping's overrated, we lie awake and cry. If this is love then kill me now and save me from my life.

Throw it away, forget yesterday, we'll make the great escape. We wont hear a word they say, they don't know us anyway. Watch it burn, let it die, cause we are finally free tonight.

Girl, put your records on, tell me your favorite song. You go ahead, let your hair down. Sapphire and faded jeans, I hope you get your dreams. Just go ahead, let your hair down.

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer, do you know you're unlike any other? You'll always be my thunder, and I said your eyes are the brightest of all the colors. I dont ever wanna love another.

So you lost the words, lost the words to say. You lost your voice and you lost your mind again. So back it up, rewind, white it out and just forget. Just close your eyes and promise to never open them again. The show goes on without you.

Who are you to judge the life I live? I know i'm not perfect, and I don't live to be. But before you start pointing fingers, make sure your hands are clean.

I know we're just like old friends, we just cant pretend that lovers make amends. We are reasons so unreal. We cant help but feel that something has been lost. But please, you know you're just like me. Next time I promise we'll be perfect. Lovers out of time, memories unwind. So far I still know who you are,but now I wonder who I was. Angel, you know it's not the end, we'll always be good friends.

Silly me for thinking honesty is something given free. I make the rules and this is how it ends.

And if I could only stop the car and hold onto you, and never let go. I'll never let go.